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Born to Drugs:
Maine’s most innocent victims

Courtney Allen hugs Eleanor Trask as they both celebrate three-year anniversaries of not using drugs in November, at a Young People in Recovery meeting at South Parish Congregational Church UCC in Augusta. Photo by Yoon S. Byun.

About this series

Nearly 6,000 babies have been born affected by drugs in Maine in the past five years. These innocent victims are caught in a crisis that is marked by suffering and strained hospitals and state resources. In this series of often gut-wrenching stories, Pine Tree Watch examines the challenges within this sad reality.

Drug-free for three years after battling addictions since age 12, mom and advocate Courtney Allen looks to a healthy future with her sons

by | December 2, 2018

The week before her 22nd birthday, Courtney Allen overdosed three times.

For a decade, she had struggled with poverty, trauma and addictions to alcohol, heroin, Ritalin and cocaine.

“I belonged more to the dead than the living,” she recalls.

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On that February 2015 birthday morning, she woke to vague memories of a fight and the police arriving to quiet the disturbance. Courtney panicked and worried about what may have happened to her sons, Wyatt, 8, and Aimin, who was nearly 3. She ran to their room and found them watching TV. Their eyes were wide and their frightened expressions jolted Courtney awake.

“In that brief moment of clarity, I could see where it was going to end for them. I could see that they were going to end up being just like me. They had so much pain on their faces.”

On that bleak morning, Courtney knew she had to seek treatment.

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